
i suppose it would not be at all a surprise for any of you to see that i have not kept up with the intentions of my heart. so here we are three years later. so much has happened in our family since then. so many joys and so many heartaches.
i have thought so much about what i have wanted to say to you guys for the past 6 months. too often i come up wordless and the wounds continue to fester. but i have a hope...that this will be a place where my heart might just be able to express some things. i seek not so much to give explanations as i seek to share my heart with you.
Lord of light and hope, shed some light as i pen my heart and soul. bring your healing balm to the words here. but more, show us yourself in the midst. we hurt. we cry out. i long for my precious children to be whole....but i confess my part in coming up against that.